Pointless.

I'm sick so this might be a little incoherent, but whatever. Yay for the flu.

I think I'm an idiot every time I - eventually - decide to write a blog, or try to, or something. Maybe one person reads them. Or at least one person I'm aware of, and they probably read every second one. Not nearly as many people pay attention to blogs like on Ed's. :p

So then, why bother?

I was asking myself this for a while, until I thought about it another way.. why do I bother going out with friends, or trying to improve my musical skills, or I dunno, play a few games of SC2 with the other guys? lol. It's because I want to.

You don't need to go out with friends as much these days to make just-as-good friends. Just MSN or Facebook that shit up, and you can have a full-blown keyboard conversation. You don't need to learn to play an instrument when you're already doing better at like, physics or some other subject. You don't need to play videogames 'cuz there are other ways to pass the time or have some fun.

Just like many people out there who struggle with following their career path, or doing well at school, or getting to know that girl/guy they really like, they keep going. They don't give up when it seems like they shouldn't bother trying. Why? They don't necessarily need to go for that job, or ace every subject, or get that girl/guy. They could try for a different job, or get their subjects changed, or.. well, give up. But no. That person wants to get that job, that person wants to do well in those classes, that person wants to get to know that guy/girl.

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is.. you shouldn't give up what you like doing, even if it seems pointless. Maybe eventually it'll have a point. Either way, it's still enjoyable, right?

Have some fun.